....now if only I could say it in English
What would be better is for someone to say it back. One of my favorite things is when all the summer editions of all the magazines come out and they all have the same quiz/article "is it just a summer fling or the real thing?" Ok first of all, no magazine is gonna tell me that. And second of all, flings are no bueno in my book. Tried that and it was the worst thing ever; more drama than a real relationship. At least the drama in a relationship is worth it, working toward getting closer or stronger, but in a fling, it's all just a waste of time. I wouldn't mind having a short real relationship that didn't work out because at least I know I tried. Whatever, it's not like I have to be worrying about it for a while, my love life needs a break.
But of course that probably isn't going to happen because in a few days I am going home and that means my significant jerk face/ douche bag, depending on which friend you are talking to, will be around. I don't know what I think about all that yet, but we will see if and when it happens.
This summer, I have three goals: 1. get a job and SAVE the money 2. keep up the diet, in fact, pump it up a bit and 3. get close with my girls again. I think the latter of the group is the most important to me. I miss them soooooo much and I can tell they miss me too. We have all been trying to get together and plan for the summer over the last few weeks I just want it to happen already. I will see one of my babies tonight after a very long overdue night of talking. Hopefully I can take a day to drive to long beach with everyone so we can all hang out like we used to. Spending our days on the beach with friends, fire, and of course food. :)
One other thing I want to do is see my best friend, FINALLY. I swear I am going to drive over there and pull him out of his house by his toes. hehe not literally but goodness.
Well one more final and I'm done....here's to an optimistic summer <3
Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue lyrics
There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night
There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
1 comment:
Ahh, Summer! I feel you on the whole "flings are no bueno in my book. Tried that and it was the worst thing ever; more drama than a real relationship."
You'll do fine @home, I know you will. He's no good for you &you're too wonderful &beautiful to be held down by all his drama.
Here's to an AMAZING Summer!
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