"im so over it, ive been there and back."

It honestly feels like an eternity since I have spoken to him, but in reality it has been two weeks. I don't know why I miss him besides the fact that it's just normal for me to, even routine, just to talk to him on a random basis just to keep in touch and a random secret rendezvous. But now I know that I just can't do that anymore. I hope he's happy now. As for me, I am doing pretty good without him. I am happy and finding new people to occupy my time...hehe. The only problem I am having now is the person that I have been hanging out with is not really the best choice for me. Originally, he had a very bad reputation. But he has completely disproved that and shown me a really amazing side of him. But, of course, there is one downfall...it's not gonna last. In a few weeks school will be over and he will be gone. I tell myself to just let it go and have some fun, but I don't know if I am capable of doing that at this point of my life. Where do I draw the line? Love is the best game to win and the worst to lose.