Friday, November 6, 2009

mamma said there would be days like this

i hate days like today the days where i wish i could escape my thoughts the days where i remember why i liked to smoke or drink when risky behavior was exciting and freeing

today is one of those days where i wish i had someone my prince charming to swoop in and make me feel like everything will be ok

but the reality is, i don't have that all I have is this pressure building behind my eyes and heaviness in my heart and there is no escape

i wish i didn't have days like this
because days like this just suck

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

amen to all of that. i feel unneeded and worthless too, esp. to "Her", but it's all in my head.