Tuesday, November 10, 2009

all smiles :)

I kissed a boy and I liked it.... hehe

Loved falling asleep with the smell of his cologne still on my pillow. Really don't care if I just jinxed it, I had fun.

...well ok maybe a little

Friday, November 6, 2009

mamma said there would be days like this

i hate days like today the days where i wish i could escape my thoughts the days where i remember why i liked to smoke or drink when risky behavior was exciting and freeing

today is one of those days where i wish i had someone my prince charming to swoop in and make me feel like everything will be ok

but the reality is, i don't have that all I have is this pressure building behind my eyes and heaviness in my heart and there is no escape

i wish i didn't have days like this
because days like this just suck